Wednesday, December 30, 2009 if 2008 was mundane, slow and full of uncertainties, then 2009 is exciting, flashed in the speed of light and full of accomplishments. its so hard for me to recall stuff from the beginning of the year, its seems so far away even though time passes so quickly this year. - very hectic schedule. degree classes + 2 outstanding modules for term 1 -selected for resuscitation -21st -absurdly became a cover girl -internship -thursday evenings -hong kong trip 1 -resuscitation exhibition -one 15km and one half marathon -deferred school -working with osage -nokia tvc -surgery for ovary cysts -hong kong trip 2 that's what i could think of for now. haha. {2:43:00 am}
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Tuesday, December 01, 2009 This is a 93 pound cyst. omg !! its is almost as heavy as me ! ![]() and this too. and why all these ? cause i went to the gynae today and they spot an ovarian cyst. going to do a more precise scan tmr (or rather later) at 9.30am . that's omfg damn early !!! eh. been google around. ok, the cyst i've seen on the screen today is not that small after all. haha. (but compare to that 93 pounds... its not even comparable) but hey, its weird i'm not scare at all leh ! on the contrary, i'm excited to find out exactly how big is it. i'm not even scare of the high possibility of having an operation to remove it. maybe the doc is just scaring me. okay, no needles, knifes or what so ever near me pls. but actually cyst is a very common thing for women. but the big prob now is my period cycle sucks. i only have one real period this year (yes u didn't see wrongly, i had one when other women have 12), and even the last spotting was almost 6 months ago. but i don't wanna be infertile cause i love kids. i still would love to fulfill my plan of having : 1 pure chinese baby girl who is as adorable as baby yunting 1 blue eyes baby girl/boy with chestnut brown hair 1 olive skin baby girl/boy with curly copper red hair ! as crazy as it might sound, i wanna give birth to all of them ! and of course they will have different daddy. hohohoho. {2:36:00 am}
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Tuesday, November 17, 2009 i'm going to make a note here since i thought of it now. REMIND ME TO GET ALL WONG KAR WAI'S FILM THE NEXT TIME I GO TO HONG KONG. how the fuck could i forgot the other time. its so freaking impossible to get it here lar. whheeee. in less then 2 months. (: {2:35:00 am}
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Sunday, November 15, 2009 my self proclaim 6 months holiday is no longer holiday anymore. it is going to be fucking pack and fucking busy all the way into next year. how am i going to get back to school. LOL. but all will be fucking exciting. i'm fucking stress now. stay tune for thurs. {8:12:00 pm}
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Friday, November 06, 2009 its scary how there's barely 2 months left till the end of 2009. this year comes and go in a flash. life will not proceed as how we plan nor would it go as how we think it will be. so many unexpected-s. hmm. i love it now. but i need more spice. hahaa. after next week perhaps everything would be different. perhaps. welcome, new exciting life ! i hope 2009 will end beautifully for me (: {2:54:00 pm}
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Tuesday, November 03, 2009 had an insane week. assisted nicole for nokia's tvc. its a great experience but its totally crazy and tiring. a lot of first times for me. although it really exhausted me inside out but i really really loves it ! it really amazed me how such film production works and this is only tvc !! imagine a real film ! the insane working hours ! but amazingly it didn't actually feels like that long. haha tues,wed,thurs was sourcing, packing and fittings. almost everyday is 10am to 12 midnight fri, sat and sun was the actual days of shoot. fri- 6.30am to 12 midnight ! (17.5 hrs !!!) sat- 6.30am to 9.30pm sun- 6.30am to 6pm plus the sun burns, bruises (gotten a heart shaped one!), scratches and broken nails nonetheless, i really enjoyed it. another plus fact is the straight guys. its been god knows how long since i worked in an environment with so many str guys. i don't mean to sound desperate but pls understand my pathetic situation of being in environments of 90% girls and 9.9% gays for the past 4 yrs. LOL. well, this week shall chiong for thursday evenings !!! "roll video, roll camera, and ACTION !" hee. {12:46:00 am}
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Sunday, October 18, 2009 当starbucks打烊啦 你不是累了想回家 怎么还等他 握紧的手机关了吧 他不会再打来啦 你却说想再呆一下 冰咖啡留给他 你的体贴不是办法 爱是两人的呀 看你在眼角擦 抿着嘴咬指甲 连哭泣都害怕 感情不要也罢 你说都是他 让你苦苦牵挂 等成一个笑话 你生气你委曲你泪在滑 却还是放不下 疼的很伟大 别再为了他 让你心乱如麻 像褪色的花 陪着你看商店铁门拉下 别哭了别等了 爱要学会潇洒 officially declare this as my favourite song. a) have to stop being moody b) have to drown herself with more work everyday c) have to get her ass off and start running and swimming everyday d) realize we really do have issues e) never ice skate before. f) this is so random. {2:02:00 am}
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Thursday, October 15, 2009 seriously i've got nothing to write abt. so drained writing that damn story out. LOL. i haven't in a long long time wrote in such way. those were the days in secondary sch.... the last time i wrote smtg before this was last year feb and its like a mini poetry. anyw its in chinese. those who can read and above age 21, clink here LOL. chinese is really beautiful. oh man. i really misses the days when i could just writes and read my whole day away, thru physics, amaths, chemistry, english classes. LOL. i'm either writing/reading/sleeping/cooking/eating in class. its funny how i can spent 2 years that way. my new drinking clique. haha. {11:45:00 am}
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